So, I NEVER go to parties. I just usually don’t like them. However, I recently got invited to one and decided I would go just to get out.
Yet, I’m here instead of there because last night (at almost 2 am because he saw I was still logged into Facebook, which I am. I just always leave it logged on.) the guy decided to drunk message and call me.
I didn’t answer either.
When I didn’t answer he said not to be a gay ass trick.
As you can guess, not getting great vibes from the dude who invited me.
That being said, I uninvited myself without telling him.
He’s still trying to message me the address and saying things like ‘this outta be good’, which honestly confuses me.
Just the tone because of some of the other messages, which I won’t put up here but they were along the lines of ‘why aren’t you answering, what the hell?’
I can’t tell if he’s talking about the party or questioning about why I didn’t answer his call…at 2 in the morning.
Maybe I just don’t get around people much and read too into it, but it’s making me so uncomfortable.
Somnophilia – the attraction to sexual activity with a sleeping person
Note: I had another fic in mind and I thought I could fit this together, so I hope that’s alright! Also! I’ve never written a fic with so much from a canon character’s point of view, so hopefully this comes out okay!
Warning: NSFW, sex, sexual assault(sex with someone asleep), essentially smut.
So, I’m very, very stressed out. On top of money issues, mental health, and physical health issues, it has been almost two weeks since I’ve put up another chapter. I have great fans who get it, it’s usually me who stresses over going longer than a week or two when trying to put up fanfiction. But with Net Neutrality and all that’s going on with that, I feel like I’ve run out of time and now my story will forever be half done. It’s doing no favors for my OCD and anxiety.
My family doesn’t really get it and my friends are doing their own things.
My therapist said it was a good thing because now I can get a real life. Obviously very helpful…
Just…so stressed, and upset, and scared.
Because I follow so many amazing people on here that brighten my day, and most don’t even know it.
And I’ve even gotten the courage to talk to some of them. It as amazing.