> ‘Everytime I look at you, you seem so alive’ > It weirds you out when he says it for the first time > But when he starts to say it more often, you figure it is just his way of saying he thinks you’re cool > But ain’it at all > Patrick’s solopsistic worldview is starting to bend a bit when you are around > A bit like with Avery > he knows killing you would break the rules > He can’t break the rules! > But he starts to doubt how ‘not real‘ you are > He fears you’ll become real, like him > His fucked up conclusion: Own the part of you that could make you real > make sure you are 100% his > That wasy your ‘realness’ might be under his control > This extends to another fear: His seed feeing your ‘realness‘ > He’ll religiousely make sure you are on birth control, because god forbid you make his ‘essence’ your own > He uses the pull out method like it is a sport > Expect to get smackied when you swallow after sucking him off > He’d rather snowball and swallow his own jizz > When he spills on your body, he’ll lick it up > He’s a dominant beast > He always has to be in control > More than eager to tie you up > Holy fuck he loves the feeling he gets when he chokes you during sex > That’s when he forgets himself and spends himself inside you >It’s the taboo of breaking the rules > The thought of being able and powerful enough to eliminate the threat you pose > He’d never do it though > Or let you in on his thought process